Time flies and its August already. Four more months to go and another year is going to come to an end. 

Time pass by way too fast without us knowing it and it taught me to treasure every moment even more and that I should take things seriously but not waaaay to seriously. And as the time passes by, many things can happen, like people can change in split seconds *not literally* and unexpected things might come along the way as well and I don 't know what the hell I'm typing right now and I just let the thoughts out. 

There are many people come and go in my life. I have no right to stop the flow but to accept it wholeheartedly. So far the traffic has been really good and I thank God it. Sometimes I wish the people that I left or people that left can come back because I just miss them. But sometimes words..hurtful words linger and they are more powerful than actions! *for me lar*. That taught me that I should be more patient and let it go. But there's one sentence that cuts deep through my heart till I can never forget no matter what. and that very sentence shuts the door even though I miss all the talk and laughter together. Sigh. 

 

and now I don't know what to type anymore. Take care.

 Life sucks. 

Wow, it has really been awhile since i sign in to this old, dusty and untouch blogspot. I was thinking, should I delete this entire blog or should I just let it be and rust and evaporate by itself. Unknown and dead. So finally its April already. Damn, the time just don't want to have a break don't they? Don't you realize it is ticking faster than usual?

So January, February and March has gone and remain static as history. For the past three months of 2013, it has been unpredictable. Like seriously. Too many things happened. It was really bittersweet. Within that short 3 months, I am proud to say that I've gone through everything. From horribly bad to heavenly good. That is the cycle nor the process that we have to go through in life right. HAHAH! Talking about Life. Life.. Life..Life.

Can't believe I'm living my last teen year now. I can't believe I'm one year closer to wear those ah mah clothes. NOOOO I am not ready YET! Anyhooo.. I am supposedly doing my work now but I got distracted till I found my way here. That shows how far I've been carried away because heading to this site never cross my mind at all. 

Whazzaaaap!! :)

Another Bloody Entry

Something is bothering me. In fact that is basically an everyday thing to me. I just couldn't figure it out. So far I gotta say that I live in a horrible world. Why? Because unwanted drama revolves around me and it is eating me out from the inside out. I have basically no one to turn to because only God knows what I've been going through and as a matter of  fact, only God knows all the things that is bothering me that even I myself don't quite know what it is, or maybe I'm just being too ignorant to know about what is really bothering me.

So Elsie is finally in Sandakan and pursuing her next level in education world and I have to admit that I miss her so much. Despite all her annoyance and her fierceness. I got lonelier ever since she left. There's no one left at home to spend time with. Parents are busy with their own stuff and eldest sister has her boyfriend to take care of. So basically now, is just me myself and I. I feel so pathetic at the moment.

In the next one month plus, I'm going to sit for my first semester test aka STPM. As you all know, the system this year has changed and it is not like the STPM before. Am I prepared? To be honest, no. I don't know what happened to me but every time I want to start doing my revision, somehow everything is a distraction to me. Even if I put my phone away from me, out of my sight, my mind will start to be the great devil to distract me with thoughts. Thoughts that I don't wanna think and wish to delete it. How can one focus on their book for hours? Why can't I?

I need to learn to be discipline. Yes I know. Every one in the family has been pushing me, or nagging me about it. But I just can't seem to digest their words and that is when I came to realise that I can't accept people yelling at me all the time. The more you yell or nag, the more I got annoyed and the more lazier I get and the more I don;t wanna care and the more I wanna do the opposite way. You get what I mean? What hurts the most is when u expect your very own family to be there or at least try to listen to what is bothering you ignores you and scolding you instead? And that is when one can be depressed or keep everything to themselves because you shut them out first.

I always wanna be there for someone else, but no one would do the same for me. Once you've disappoint me, I'm sorry, everything you do will only repels me from you. Because it won't feel the same anymore. I can't believe that I actually have to blog this out and this shows that only through blog I can express it out. Sometimes I don't know why I just can't say no to people and sometimes why can't I be mean?

I guess I'm letting go of everything. I don't want anything anymore. No, this is not suicidal entry. I love myself and I won't do such things to harm myself. :)

Being ignorant is what I practice now?

Shit Happens

Shit happens, oh hell yeah they do. It is just up to you how you take it. Some may have a hard time solving it, some may have the greatest idea - to ignore it. Towards the end of the day, the only one that can be there for you is only you yourself and of course God. No one understands you more better than you do. You have to be strong and keep your head up high. Even if there is someone willing to share your burden and lift them up, but when you really think about it, is it fair to them? What do they get in return? So, to create less trouble, try not to care too much about the 'outside world' and start minding your own business. Well, it is not wrong to care actually, but if you can't even care about your own shits, how do you expect you can help others? Right? 

Oven Chicken

Hey guys, long time no update huh? Well, today I'm going to errr SHARE my joy and happiness with y'all. Today is my very first attempt to cook a chicken which I dump everything into the oven and I realized that whatever comes out from the oven it will definitely smells good unless it is burnt of course. So here's what I cook myself for lunch! For a beginner cook like me, I consider myself not bad afterall.

Dear Aishah! I hope you stalk my blog. wait i know im going to tweet u to. So here it goes. 

Ahem ahem

Mic check mic check

DEAR AISHAH. I can't really see all your posts in your blog. BOTH blogs. And I can't seem to find the comment column or anything. Alright thank you bye bye *Cikgu Shahizam's tone. *

TADAH

So I'm back again! After more than a week vacation with my awesome friends for the first time. I am finally now back in Kuching! Home sweet home! To tell you the truth, being away from home is not fun at all. What more to say you're on your own. What if anything happen, we can only depend on ourselves. So I think I'm going to start blogging tomorrow then. Today I'm gonna talk a lil bit about my vacation. I didn't really snap any picture because I was rather lazy and it is quite troublesome. I was scared I'm going to get robbed by creepy thieves or something. JUST KIDDING.

What is happening?

So I realized that there're lots of porno account start following me in twitter and also bible verses account too. This is so the good vs the devil man! The rivals meet in tweetworld! This freaks me out and of course I get rid of the porno account. Who would actually follow a porno account in twitter? There's nothing to see and what can you get out of pornography besides the negative thoughts, ie the thought of rapping somebody?

Dear All Time Low

Finally

All Time Low has made it to the trending topic again! 2 hours ago, Alex Gaskarth, the lead singer of All Time low posted this, and the next thing we know, baaammm, they're in the trending topic. This shows how great the fans are. They have such affection towards their fans. :) I'm so happy about it so here I am, blogging about it. I maybe over fanatic but who cares. But I know that the older I get, the lazier I am going to be as fanatic as I am now. Life. haha.

Another day closer to another year

We still have another 2 more days to have fun and cherish every bit of 2011. I got to say that 2011 has been a blessing to me. Well, every year has been a blessing to me. I can't believe I'm turning 18  in a few days time. This suck because my birthday is on the 8th of January. The first month of the year! But somehow, I love my date of birth. It is number 8. Hence, number 8 is sort of a lucky number for me. Why am I talking about my birthday? LOL

Nothing much to do today. Was suppose to go to school and get my forecast result but yeah, I overslept and my mum kept delaying the time so I ended up calling Aishah to take it for me and ended up not taking it for me because she could not find my teacher. Phew. So many ended up. I've wasted my whole morning by sleeping in, blame the weather and onlining. I even have the time to do some cam-whore session. I was inspired by something. 

 

Tonight going out for steamboat with fellow mate because Melissa is leaving for PLKN soon and I have to go because this might be the last time I'm going to see her. Sobs. :'(

Now, I'm quite worried about my bestie Phong! I miss her so much and Dear Lord, please be with her and send your guardian angel to guide her. LOVE YOU BEESHH

Take all the pain and sorrows away. 

Vainity is a good drug to kill boredom.

Flashbacks on what I did in this year of 11'

Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened. Thanks for the memories 2011

The Awkward Moment When

The Awkward Moment When I saw my friend's dad is out with a woman, not his dad's wife nor his mother.


Yes! I literally saw it with my innocent eyes! I thought I saw it wrongly but after I wiped my eyes and open it bigger, it is proven that the father of my friend is out with his secret mistress. I know I have no right to say this but why men cheat? You know why I dare to blog this out, because I feel sorry for his mother. The father of my friend is literally put his arm on her and lovey-dovey-swaying their way into the supermarket. Come one dude, you're not afraid that people you know might accidentally bump into you? Example, ME. Want to know how I handle it, I just walk away and pretend not to know him. Man, I totally lost my respect towards you old man! Your wife worked so hard to take care of the family and see what you did out there. Enjoying your time having your unsatisfied pleasure? This is sick.

As for my problem statement of Why men cheat? I still couldn't find the answer. Dear men, please control your lust. One wife is more than enough. If I was a man, I couldn't ask for more!

Sigh.


What an awkward moment. But I still believe there're at least 30% of true men out there. Men that are loyal. :)

On the 2nd Day of Christmas

Happy Second Day of Christmas. Kuching has been raining for the past 24 hours and I believe that it is going to be a continuous downpour till God-knows-when. It really feels like Christmas even though Asians here long for at least some snow. It is so chilly since last night and now I am using long pants which is kind of weird to wear long pants during the day.

Today didn't go out for any visiting or ngabang and now I'm all alone. Eldest sister is out with her man for ngabang and second sister is at West Malaysia enjoying every bit of her post STPM vacation. So I basically spend half of my day in front of the computer listening to these following albums.

Incubus - If Not Now, When?

Mike Posner - The Layover *dope*

All Time Low - Dirty Work *favourite*

30 Seconds To Mars - This Is War

While listening to these albums, I tetris battled with my cousin. Who knew it is kind of fun? Unfortunately, I played till I overheated my laptop and the laptop shuts itself down before being exploded. Then I on it back of course and I continue my playlist and starts editing pictures both my sis and I took during Christmas Eve. We both ended up trying out all the outfits that is being purchased for the upcoming Chinese New Year and of course, I use her clothes. I mean try out for her.

Love this the most

Lots of love. Now its time to go to Aunty's house for dinner! 

Peace out

Merry Christmas!

Have a blessed Christmas you guys! May God always be with you and work with you in every way every day.

Lots of love,
Chelsea Bong

ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?

My answer is, YES! I'm a coward when it comes to ghostly stuff. But I love hearing ghost stories. 

I've got nothing better to do so I asked Aishah to update her blog. So I guess she either posting it or still thinking on what to write coz she secretly told me that she got nothing to write. hahaha! Lately after playing with my dad's camera, I have been pretty much a full time camwhorer. Vainity is back baby. :) 

ONE MORE DAY TILL CHRISTMAS EVE. I always think that Christmas eve is a very romantic night. Call me weird but that is what I always thought of. Don't you think so? Spending time with your loved ones and counting down the hours till the birth of Jesus together at church and don't forget the chilly night. Now who say it is not romantic hmm besides Selena Gomez. :) 

2 more days till christmas!

Boredom strikes. >

Did I tell you that my christmas light is spoilt? WHYYY

冬至快乐

Happy Winter Solstice! This festival means a reunion of all family members together to celebrate the last festival of the year. That's what my dad told me. But I know these mini balls symbolizes unity. :)　

The picture above credit to google.search.image. and I do not own it.

Have a great night dolls. 

Opppsies

I remember I mentioned about my pimples. So here it is, LOOK AT THOSE GIGANTIC PIMPLES. oopps, the other one was being a shy shy cat. 

Precious Junk

Hello again. Today has been the most productive day so far. I did some house cleaning and I am not tired at all. Hmmm something is wrong. Well, while cleaning the living room. I dusted loads of cool junks that my parents 'preserved' since God knows when and I was thinking hey, why not snap some pictures of it? It has been awhile since I hold a camera and snap snap snap besides my phone's camera of course. So here comes the gallery. Enjoy. Oh by the way, I wanna thanks this awesome friend of mine, Aishah. She taught me which effect is nice for editing pictures.

So here comes the picture... ONE HOUR later. -.-

My starting point

I've always like this two mini balls. The great wall of China mini ball

The emo mini ball 

Does this look like a lighter. 

Mauritious, a place where I wanna be in one day.

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This. Two different but cute turtles. My mom is being feng-shui -ish.

These are my favourite pictures. I applied different effects and all of it look great. Muahahhaha

The traditional oil lamp.

Look at the goldness 

My favourite thingy when I was young

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All we need in live is a mixture of Joy and Love.

Amen

Sisterly quote.

Time flies. 06' 

Yes, my parents still keep their wedding gift set.

Want some chinese tea? 

Taadaaa. The end :) Clean and shinyyy

My poor nails. It is time to polish them up!

Who is this cute baby? *evil grins**

After cleaning the shelf, its decorating the christmas tree time!

I hereby to wish you all a Merry Merry Christmas! Ho Ho Ho! God Bless