149 DAYS LEFT!

Goshhh! Its 149 days left till the damn-you-SPM-shit. 

A few more months to go? I feel dumb, numb, and etc. I don't feel like studying at all! :( 

Why am I a student anyway. If there's a genie in front of me right now, I'll definitely will wish for going to the future where I have my career or a family perhaps. HAHAHAHA! Just kidding! I shall start my nerd session soon. I mean now. Byes Byesss

Happy Father's Day, everyone

From left to right :  Cousin, Stephanie and Epic faced daddy Bong

Yes, that epic faced handsome man is my dad!

He and I have that epic expression and I'm proud that I got that from him. LOL

Dad, I just wanna say that ILOVEYOU.

You're very important to me so as mummy and sisters. 

You've worked hard for decades just to make sure your family is well fed and healthy and many more.

You seldom nag us nor hit us with rotan or something. 

You never failed to be there for us when we're confuse or sad or anything that is making us sad. 

You've made such a huge impact in my life and 

Dad, you inspired me A LOT!

You've taught me about life and you are always there to warn us about how scary and dangerous

the society is. 

I'm so sorry for missing your 50th birthday.

I know that you dislike celebration for some reason, 

but I know that this year's birthday means a lot to you. 

I thank you for everything and there's no other man I trust but you Dad. 

Lots of love, 

From left:  Me, Elsie, Mummy, Daddy and Casandra

Happy Easter Everyone and have a blessed Sunday! 

What is easter?

Well, easter is when our Lord Jesus came back to life 3 days after his crucification on the cross.

To be honest, I'm not the kind of girl who knows everything about Christianity or I can say that I'm not a religious type of person. I wanna make a different this year! I wanna be a devoted Christian and I wanna repent my sins and be a better person. I admit that I have flaws because I'm not perfect. Deep down, I don't know nor understand myself. Sometimes, I felt that no one cares about me. Why? Because, my parents never took me seriously and my sisters both have their own life to go with. Whenever I try to cry everything out to my best friend or close friends, there's always second thoughts or thoughts that will tell me not to because I don't wanna burden them with my sorrows. In the end, I buried everything inside my heart, the safest place of all. It's kinda hard for me now because I'm always stressed with piles of homework to be done and Spm this year. I always ask myself, can I do it? Can I handle the pressure?  

There's only one person that can handle my pressure and constantly remind me that I have to stay strong, that is Jesus! He never failed to lift my burden when I'm at my lowest state. He's the only one that understands me more than I do. He never stop loving me since the day I was born. Everything is possible when you have faith in Jesus and by His amazing love, nothing is impossible!! Thanks you Lord! Hallelujah! 

Lord, its my joy to honour you and in all I do, I'll do it for you. 

So people, don't think yourself as a useless person and don't feel sad or miserable all the time. You know why? Because it is not worth it! You'll definitely waste tons of time drowning in your sorrow! Get you strength back and do something to get out of your cloudy, dim, dark world! There is not much time left. The time won't stop ticking! 

Again, Happy Easter! Love y'all 

 

Pictures speak a thousand words. 

This clearly shows how bored I am right now.

Spending this boring Thursday night with cam-whoring. 

The line tonight seems so laggy.

Especially Facebook!!

But who cares. Facebook starting to bore the hell out of me too. 

Facebook really influence humans a lot.

I have no idea why am I crapping about Facebook anyway!

Oh yeah! Tomorrow is FRIDAY!

Gosh, Rebecca Black's Friday song really stuck in my head since yesterday!

Oh die die die! 

I guess y'all heard about the great disaster that just hit Japan right? 

The 8.9 magnitude quake seriously ruined the Japanese' life in just a blink of an eye. 

Not only that, the nuclear crisis that they're having now, has doubled up their worries! 

Guess that nothing good is going to happen in this year. 

There are way too many rumors about the weather and stuff.

I keep on receiving text messages from friends about the 2nd coming of the quake that might hit us.

What I'm worried about is Sabah! This is because my sister is over there and I don't want anything bad happen to her. Not only that, I have friends over there too! :( 

The before and after of the city map

 This disaster has reminded us about what happen in Acheh way back in 2006.

Tsunami is the last natural disaster that you wanna mess up with. I hate water, I dislike swimming, I never liked them! 

 

Let us all pray for Japan and also to the other country like Hawaii and New Zealand. 

Not only that, we shall repent all our sins and prepare ourselves for what is going to happen. 

For better or for worst, PRAY HARD!

Tumblr is being a bitch tonight. 

I hardly can even reblog one post. 

Let me repeat that, ONE POST!

Thought that I might enjoy my friday night with Tumblr, but NOO! 

TUMBLR WHY YOU FEED THE BEASTS! 

Is it summer already? Coz it feels like one today!

The weather today is super duper fooper hot and now I feel like I wanna live in the fridge!! 

But it is nice to have this blasting hot weather once in a while.

For the past few days, the weather was chilly and moody! 

I guess the sun is back to business and monsoon season is moving on. 

Today, I went to The Hills with a bunch of my crazy friends for the education fair and guess what?

There's nothing much to see over there! 

Like seriously! 

I was kinda disappointed actually.

They should have open up more booth for students! 

More booth, more information!

We ended up filling this lucky draw form.

When they asked to fill the course that we wanna take, I stare at that column blankly.

I guess that I'm still confuse on what course should I take.

Chasing tornado is my dream but I don't think I will ever fulfill it anyway. 

Because, there's no freaking tornado in MALAYSIA! 

Unless I have the $$$$$ to go to place like Texas or Kansas to study something to do with tornado! 

Other than chasing tornado, I seriously have no idea what I wanna choose for what I wanna study next time.

Oh Lord, help me! :(

I can see and bright future in me. I guess that the bulb of my light is dying soon! :( 

 Feel the sun feel the breeze,
feel the sun kissing your cheek! :)

Anyway! I think I kinda love the weather now! Because it is windy and soothing now!