Sunday, August 8, 2010

The Feeling Of Losing Someone U Loved is Unbearable.

Hey, it has been awhile now that I havent log into this blogger.
Well, people always says that a new month is like a new beginning.
I guess thats true though.
This month, the month of AUGUST, I've just lost an important person in my life which is my Grandfather.
He passed away on the 1st of this month at exactly 10:57.
I was totally emotionally broke down bcz i didn't even get a chance to see him alive for the last time.
Even though I didn't get a chance to see him, but I get a chance to talk to him... through mobile phone.

My grandfather was a great, funny, loving, caring etc, man.
Even though its hard to communicate with him as I don't really know how to speak bidayuh, which is saddening,
but I never give up trying to speak bidayuh to him.
I'm glad that he left peacefully and I certainly know that he's in a better place now, HEAVEN.
According to my mum, my grandfather prayed to God, thanking Him for taking good care of him all this while.
After listening to those stories, I literally broken down into tears.

Now he has gone and leaves us for one week already.
I miss him badly, so as my families and relatives.
There's nothing we can do other than pray for him.

For the past week, My family and I has been busy going up and down from home to kampung
and helped them the rest to prepare some stuff and cleaning.
Honestly, it was superb tiring and my sleeping cycle has been interrupted.
But its okay.. I should have not complain. Gosh..! :(



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